28-08-05` chalet!

to regulars here, i'll be off for my class chalet frm 29-30th. so expect my posts to be up frm 31st or sept onwards! hehs. sincere apologies

whoos! lets play hard first. umms.. studies later!

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27-08-05` HAPPY B'DAY YING!

ndc
i had no patients today. PFA (pt failed appt). sadddd.. when everyone else has someone to work on, i was idling. did probing on sher, n u betcha that hurts! imagine how would it like if it were to be a real pt? he'll sure gimme a hard punch in the face! double the suay-ness, sher pt also didnt turn up, but at least her case is better - her pt ans the phone, apologised lotsa times he couldnt make it becoz of a specific reason. but mine simply off his mobile. ouch! didnt even had a chance to be assistant. feeel so useless! urgghs..

happy b'day ying!
celebrated ying's b'day at marina bay for a steamboat! drats, it does contraindicate my go-fats-go revoluntion plan but well.. subcummb to the temptations afterall. the guilt strick and it grows as i sit at home now, infront of the com updating my blog. don even dare to look at my weighing scale now. peek-ka-boos! its sure gonna be disappointing. back to the old phrase - ignorance is a bliss. there's for the guys side - choon keen, joe, tuck wei, desmond lin qj, ben (mummy), ladies side -shellen, xuelin, charmaine, miao, jing, ying, me! and whao, tuckwei CAN eat! can register him for those eating competition. how shud i put it? he got the 'stamina', continues eating n eating n.. eating! its really nice of him to share his bottle of tiger beer with ying jing and me. hees. or rather its we kah-po frm him ones. and i must mention here that jing LOVES fishballs! the 1st thing she ate was fishballs and then.. more FISHBALLS! she typically emptied the whole plate of balls xuelin gotten frm her rounds! and when she cant finish the leftover balls floating in the tomyam soup, she strongly encourage me to help her with it (though she complained of joe eating them in the 1st few rds)
went to suntec later on. had my DDR - simple must shed off some fats frm the BBQ-ed chicken, FISHBALLS, etc.
the finale - cutting of ying's cake! we found a cosy spot ard esplanade, settled down and start the whole thing running with some goofing ard as usual. its so nice to have them ard! nv fails to be lamers! saw clarence! my idol! hees, still look like yan xing shu! slurps* shook hands with him though i'm not the b'day girl, and said 'can i don let go?' lols. he must be terrified, petrified, traumatised, n scared off by me! wahahas!
me miao and ying were quite lucky to catch 53 on our way walking back home! whee!

26-08-05`

haas, now then i know party world looks like a real ktv lounge, with gold door handles, crew in vest, the manager with thick mostuche.

met jing later on to get project A going. hees, we experience quite abit of embarrassment while.. OEPS, cant say! (will reveal until much later)

go-fats-go revoluntion is making some progress. thats after each run and conscious diet. 54kg-->53kg --> 50.5kg--> 51kg urrggh! had that hk noodle at food junction and my wt increase by 1kg! gonna add that to the BLACK LIST (nono forbidden food list)
AIMS

• 50kg by this wk
• 45kg by next wk

chalet is on the way! joyce, start collecting gold coins! we go chiong arcade at tampines!

24-08-05`

i'm a blackhorse. haas. somehow can share what xin hui feels in the competition. when u made improvements reckon, there's bound to be critics and doubtness frm the others. hmms.. sour grapes or over confidence for urself? such an act is a showcase of pure immaturity. ppl just have to be impartial. i learnt my lessons the hard way - i fall, i tumble, i staggered tru. only when u accept ur flaws will u be able to conquere ur flaws.
the biggest room is the room for improvement.

hmms.. there's times i dont say much (or rather most of the time i dont); its not that i'm brainless or cant see / feel (though i can be quite blur) but i feel the need for respect. give others the basic respect by u shall be respected.

23-08-05` bonjela

hees, gotta a compliment from mrs quek rgd my cavity preps. its soooooo RARE! esp frm her! she said i had improved, last time my preps dunno looks like what =/ gulpppp! and i reminds her of kelly pang jia li. hmms? but there's so much to improve on, just hope complienacy doesnt get the better of me. *crossing my fingers tight
had a big ucler when i was drinking my packet strawberry milk frm a straw. thats a BIG cut. few days later the area becomes red and the papillae - gone. painful! dr hema says that bonjela helps (though ur immune response determines the healing process) so here i have the tube of bonjela with me. guess it heals a little by the time i applied it on so it didnt hurts as much as she describe. whew!
oeps. i had 3 harshbrowns at night. blow off my plans. boom! so much for enduring by having milo in the morning, blahs. i need to work harder! CONDITIONING!

party world on thurs.
ying b'day celebration on sat.
chalet next week.

whee, seems like i'll be pretty occupied this week!

22-08-05` go-fats-go revolution

gonna start another round of go-fats-go revolution soon

1. lose weight before 3/9
2. try to eat ONLY toufu for meals
3. go RUNNING on every even days

hais.. didnt manage to catch hagen on msn. guess i got the email add wrong again. god, can anyone be stupid-er than me!? maybe i shud run my com 24/7? i missed the chance to know more abt his b'day party. all i know is on 3/9 - a sat. gloomy
seen few ppl posting in his message board that he made his appearance in cineleisure quite often. hmms... perhaps its his workplace? haas.. recruiting members to camp there. anyone?

hagen! got husband-wife face? mauahahas! 

i look so FAT! esp standing next to him! yandao yandao! 

18-08-05` HAGEN in cineleisure!

i think i saw my classmate while we were on the train to orchard. my primary school friend. we used to be best friends but through the 5 years, we had lots of conflicts and patches till i dunno if we're still friends now. haas. i kept looking at her with the corner of my eyes. but she didnt realise until much later she kept staring at me back. lols! both of us were uncertain whether 'u are the one i tot u are'

me peiqi and joyce were at cineleisure.. we took neoprints, went ard shopping.. and we saw HAGEN!!! haas! it started out as when we were on our way outta 'more than words' then i was busy 'siaming' joyce and pq returning me 2 bucks. we took a few steps and peiqi said 'i tot i saw hagen lehz, he just walk past' i was like --> o.O! HAGEN!? i turned back and saw a 'jerry yan look alike' figure in mellow yellow. i walk towards him. my mind counted 1, 2, 3, should i call him. and before i could decide, i called. 'hagen..' he turned to his left a lil. then again, 'hagen' he turned! its him its him!!! he was with another tall white guy whom i believe is his friend. i went 'uh uh uh..' all the way until joyce break the ice *so embarrassing! malu to the extreme! joyce said 'she really likes u alot!' haas! then he said 'u know of the birthday celebration on 3/9?' i had no idea. oooeps! then he say can add him in msn. i said 'uhs, i add u in msn already but u havent approve me' he replied 'huhz, i just went online today' - ahhhh, oh my gosh, i made a fool out of myself! then he said 'u can try to add w/o a 'g' (that is instead of mengqi)' -- whosh!!! cant imagine i'll ever get a chance to chat with him in msn! i took photos with him with the help of joyce's phone; its so much clearer if compared to mine. hees! so grateful that joyce actually manage to take 2 shots! after that he ask whats my name! whaooo! i went 'uh.. uh..' again to a state i even forgot my own name! then i say 'hui...hui ling!' i don dare to look at him straight! *blushyy! oh ya, now that joyce tag, i forgot to mention that i grabbed anyone's hand i could reach out for and march towards hagen. and that happens to be joyce. when i was taking photo with him (don dare to stand too close, double the paisehz!), he smells so nice! so i said to him 'ni hao xiang!' gosh, what am i saying?! this inspires me to get a perfume - a frangrance that resembles or matches his. waahhaha!
i called tanweiwei when i got out of the buliding! cant contain my excitement! haas.. she sound v stunned. think i shock and traumatised her with my screechs! kept hugging peiqi, thanking her for telling me she saw hagen. *hopefully hagen doesnt turn back and tot i'm a les! then hugging joyce for helping me taking photos! for an instant i'm typically, simply insane. like floating in the air. realy glad that joyce and peiqi share my joy by crapping with me, saying that i shud have told hagen that i'm swensen / hazel / potong so he will have a deeper impression of me; i shud ask for his autograph on the puma bag then keep it forever at home; ask him where he's going then say hey, peiqi, didnt u say u wanna go there too? then stalk him ard. lols! really lurve them!

vevienia ice-cream is nice! the logo which looks like italy flag; oppo haagen-dazs in takashimaya. shud i change my name? lols

for dinner we settled in for swensens.
(trust me joyce, when i say its nice, it means its nice. i bornt to have this not-so-sincere face, sorry ahz)

17-08-05`

i really dont like living with outsiders. felt as if i'm strangled. every ounce of my privacy being intruded. no matter who izzit, after living 17 yrs with the same old ppl, it isnt the same when someone else comes into the picture. i'm not targeting anyone but what i'm trying to bring across is that i dont like someone else living with me. if it were to be my boyfriend, i'll say the same thing. its clear and simple. i'm neutral as far as relations r concern but there's limits and boundaries to it. once u cross the line, thats it.

one who is good in giving excuses, arent good in anything else.

15-08-05` potong . hazel ?

was having depression these days. aww.. severe mood swings. feeling bad

new discovery in the com lab today! our sch com can actually view the superstars video clips! despite all the firewalls. haas. it scrape through? well, it might be nothing BIG but to me it is coz i cant view it at home. there's always this BIGG ERROR sign popping out. urghs. whosh, can 'see' hagen again! and guess what? our creative deputy manager peiqi came up with a nick names for me -- hazel! any shocking resembalance to names of guys i like? yeap, thats hagen! haagen-dazs ice-cream. hazel, hagen, hazel, hagen! haas.. it used to be my tempo nickname - i look like a hazel nut becoz of the brownnn colour. well, its gone for now. we were discussing abt MORE names and u nv know what we came up to. marigold (but sounds like marilyn =P), walls, kings, nestle, then brownie! coz brownie goes well with ice cream. and finally potong!! and peiqi wrote it down beside my name in kelvin's classlist! so its like 5.Cheng Hwee Lin (potong) gosh! i luff until cry! hopefully no one realise it before i get hold of the paper and destroy the evidence!

13-08-05` ndc LA

was the operator giving LA. poor ruth, have to be poke by me. haas.. felt me didnt do anything, all was done by dr alvin yeo. he adjusted the direction of the needle, adopted a suitable fulcrum, advance the tip in. so all i did was to press in the solution. lols. he's a nice guy, v encouraging even though i made mistake throughout and he corrected me throughout. maybe i'll fall for him? hees, jokes.

went imm with mary, yuanqi and tanweiwei. had lunch at Bagus (supposingly means delicious in malay,but it's avg) its classy there. might be the only place in the entire mall that have seats during lunch time. thats why we are there or ended up there. lols. sly and taufik were having their autograph session there! to promote the HSC drinks (of which the cans had their pictures printed) they embassedor. with every pack of 6 cans of HSC green tea, u'll get a free poster and can have them to sign on the poster on the spot! well.. we didnt join in the fanatic craze, look at the queue! its loooong! gonna wait for ard 30mins to an hour. kinda good luck that we still manage to catch taufik singing 'supersitions' (the song he sang in the singapore idol finals) live! hmms.. forgot to mention why we were there. yupps, its becoz of the free dental treatment by the NUS dental undergraduates. we go see see, support and KPO. hahaz. xander was not there, this goes to prove that we have no fate! hees, alrights, full stop, no more probing yea? =x ye chong, 'mr myanmmar', 'mr nice guy' dunno his name, just remember he explained to me and pearline abt denture in very detailed format, he went through and explain the whole list as he chart. hees but at that time me and pear were kinda bad. we were like thinking 'uhhs.. when is he going to end ah..?' ha! =S nevertheless we learnt lots frm him. our hero! wahaha!

sometimes.. u tried to help by making the person feel better but if its not appreciative, the person makes u feel worst. the statement u made call for my tears.

12-08-05` charlie-choco. sponsor

watched charlie and the chocolate factory with tanweiwei, marilyn, huemin, peiqi and joyce at causeway. its funnie! our lil grp laughed the loudest, of coz with joyce leading. esp when the candy dolls sing the introductory song of willy wonka to the kids. and they start burning and melting. love that part to the core! i actually dropped tears 3 times in the scences. its pretty touching towards the end. or u can say it might due to my hyperactive tear gland motor; or i didnt read the book before, had totally no idea where the story will lead to. weiwei, mary and joyce had pasta mania for dinner. it smells and looks great but i'm too full to stuff down any more food. 'devoured' 4-5 otahs + lots of chips + 2 packets of drinks during NE (with the courtesy of ms aw sponsoring for the fd. feel pretty bad if we didnt finish the otahs she ordered. and joyce certainly did a wonderful job in sweeping, oeps its clearing all the otahs! she alone contributes in eating 10! thats 1/3 of the total! *clap clap)

got our sponsor money today. finally! after months of 'good' waiting. $1712.20. there isnt much that i can spend on after part of it goes to my mom, savings blahs. sadden.

08-08-05` national day eve!

tml's national day!
but before that, how am i going to survive till 6 for lab!? awws.. monday blues x* (multiply infinity) esp when comes to think that wed also gonna stay for 5 hours lab.
party world party world! its gonna be my 'chu ti yan'! hees. all along is lalala in kbox. so u call it going out of the 'box'? haas.
whoos.. wanna get the adiddas shirt tml! adiddi wait for me, dont elope with other owners. lols. if u guys see me on diet for the whole of this week, u all shud know where all the food-supposed-to-be landed up at. yupps. on all my shirt. shoppping shopping! but will the stores be opened tml? its a public hols afterall. =/ god bless!

06-08-05` NDC - LA

its LA day!
haas, beg ruth be the operator today. really no confidence in giving LA siahz, hands will trembleee. i must say ruth is real good in giving LA! cool and steady. whosh! though it hurts a lil as it would be, the whole precedure went on very smoothly. =) hopefully she can impart me some of the skills so that she wont suffer that much next week!

went town with jing! had project A under going smoothly. hees. sharing gossips, we are lamers as usual. nosiest pair in bus, shops, anywhere everywhere. whoos.. saw my dream adiddas shirt! *drools. uh-ohs, my wishlist just keep getting longer!

04-08-05`

7th lunar month gonna start soon. scared. very scared.

eyeing on another phone. will be release in 4th quarter of 2005 that is dec.

03-07-05`

i need to concentrate on my lab. enamel is precious. it wont grow back again. wish for blessing from my airotor and low speed handpiece plus all the help frm all instruments.

hees, junyang did it again! 41.5! still proud of what i said during the 1st elimination round. 'his singing is really good but his looks.. ermm.. so-so' he might just be the ultimate jue dui superstar! haas.. if this prediction comes true again, i might as well start a lil fortune telling stall in pasar malam or sth! maybe can creates love potions, good luck charms etc, no more drilling and byebye gown and the 7 steps to hand washing! lols. slurps. i'm only day dreaming.

02-08-05` 再见, 弟!

你让我越来越相信你,但当我想相信你时,你却落跑.
谢谢你证实我的推测是对的.
我不会再在乎关于你的一切. 宣布甜言蜜语攻势完全无效! 女人万岁!