a frEAky-monsteR-to-bE oR...

a frEAky-monsteR-to-bE oR...
nOT?
yEAP!! i gOt my hAIRcUt and nOw i lOok like.. the sAme..? eHZ, i nOt sURe too bUt thats wHAt my mOm sAId when i 1st stEp intO my hOUSe and aSk fOr her cOmments.
'hUhz? gOT cUt mehz? lOoks the sAme lehz!'
wEll.. indeeD its abt the sAme (anD i'm gLAd the stYle didnt chAnge mUCh. heez) bUt its tHinneR anD mUCh much shORter. i'll gIve it a 8/10 =)
thE sERvice theRe is rEAl gOod, the lAdy tEnding to me is vERy niCe, kept gIving me advICe on hOw she's gOing to cUt, aSking fOr my opiniOns, tips oN hOw to dYe, tAke cAre of my hAIR, etC.. bAsically its kindA of an enjOyment.
its aRd paSir Ris and bEst of all itS onLY 12 bUcks! (studEnt pRICe i thiNK). fOr mOre detAils, aSk linG dirEct or indirEctly thRough cAlls or sms.

'nUMbered dAys'

cOunting dOwn to new yR = cOunting dOwn to sCh reopens *dRAts..
well, i hAve 7 dAys to rOt at hOme tHOugh. kekez. sO if u'Re free, dO cAll me oUt =)
mY sALAry alreADy spEnd untIl leSs thAn hAlf le.. dUnno spend oN wAd too. (imAgine a pie cHARt- 50% on dAily lifestyLe and bUs fARe, 10% on mYSelf, 30% on pAYing bills, 10% on chRissiemAs prEsents.) and nOW dEpending it tO bUy my bOoks fOr the new sChool tErm. gUEss by thEn my aCCount will oNLy be leFt with 10 bUcks. *aww.. hOw pathetIC! feel liKe therE's still sO mUCh thingY i hAVent bUy. e.g A fReshbOx shiRt, whitE pOlo-tee, a bAg-ie, pAnts-o-enD-cOnstRicted (invented teRmie - a kind of 3/4 pAnts), mAybe a pAIR of cOnverse shoe..
and.. i'll bE cUtting hAir toDay, wOndering hOw it'll tUrn out tO be. a fREAky monsTER? lolz
**remindeR: 1st weeKend aftEr the neW yr is my bIRThday! sO reAdy to pAck ur bArAng bARAng and gO cHAlet! hAppy shA-la-lA-lA~
detAils of the pRog i hAvent wOrk out yeT, sTill oPen to pUBlic suggeStions. aLL pPl aRE mOSt welCOMe! jUs dRAg them alONg, the mOre the meRRier maHZ.

pUZzle

gnihtyreve tsol ev'i taht leef i

my jORney of imAge sCan..

an 'aDVAnce' bYe bye to imAGe sCan!
i'm lEAving imAGe sCan sOon. the thinGS i'll cERTainly miss aRE:
1. the mEmORies i hAd
2. mY fAVourite pC 02 and sCanner!
3. mONey eArned (well.. i cAn alwAys find a pARt time jObb while i'M sTUdying)
4. edwArd paPA

relievEd fRom:
1. sCARy sistA gANg - emiLy and pei fEn!
2. stResses n wORklOAd
3. the fEAr of evERy minuTe might be sUMMoned intO bOss offiCe and kennA sColding, leAving at 6 withoUt cAught by bOss, bOSs peRsistancE fOr rEAChing tArget (dOnt get it lEhz, hOw come over 10 yrs onlY 2 ppl hit the tARget and he's yet so deteRmined? hAhaz)
4. wAking up eARly in dA mOrning, sQueezing bUs. gOing hOme in the eVEning, sQueezing bUs agaInz
5. tHINking of wAd to hAve fOr lUnCH, whethER to Ot anOT. hAhz

dAys with emILy and pei fEn is kinDa.. nOT bAd. emIly will sHAre fOod with ya while pei fEn shAres ur wOes in wORk (sColding, gOssiping..etc, heh hehz!) it'll be pURR-fect if u miNUS off the 3 stAges. 1 sUAnings, 2 cOmparing and 3 shOwing off. hAhaz, i hAve pei fen hERe tAlking abt chOosing kAi bei or jEREmy, nOt hAving any 'reds' in hER pUnch cArd, gOing hOme verY lAte eveRy niGht unlikE me whO snEAk off onCe the clOck hits 6. eMily is vEry niCe i wOuld sAy.. except fOr the pArt when shE oCCupies my cOm, sCAnner n refUse to move to the otHER. =( dAt time i rEAlly feel like cRying manz.. sO it all sTARts with the retuRn of selWi whiCh emilY wAs using hEr cOm whilE she's aWay on a hOliday. thEn theRe's nOt enOugh sCanner pEr perSon so i wAs piCked by jAmes to use anOther tYpe of sCanner at the preparAtion dept there. he tHinks thAt sinCe i'm lEAving sOon, miGht as well uSe thAt one 1st.. okAy i'm alRight with it, its rEAsonabLe beinG so. the reSult is thAt i fAll fAr belOw my usuAl perfORmancE. abt 1/3.. =_( i wAs pretty piSsed off with thAt sCanner, it'll jAm and 'beeP bEEp' cAnt reAlly solVe the 'bEEping' pRoblem and hafTA resORt to lASt sol - 'DENNIS!!' jAmes and wAni weRe fEEling quite sympAthetiC for me and thAts when my teArs fAll...
oh ya bAck to the tOPic, wad i'm upset is thAt the neXt dAy emily cOntinues to use 'my' com! i wAs like.. 'eR.. jAmes say yani wOnt be here tOdAy so mAybe u Can..' but she alreAdy dO her stuff till hAlf way so it'll be tRoublesOme for heR to mOve whIch miGht messed uP her 'sCanned' and 'unSCAnned' dOcumenTs. bUt i'm leAving sOon (gOing to sTAy for a fEw mOre dAys only..).. i tot shE miGht be kind enOugh to lemme uSe.. but she 'teH' (sa jiAo) me.. thats when i lOse liAoz.. whAt mOre can i sAy =_(

nevertheless it'd bEen an awesOme eXprience fOr me and memOries shall nv bE fORgotton =)

kewlz~  

yeppiez, it's him.. aGAinz! 

スカイブルー☆スター. in A whiRl.. -0.u.t- -o.f- -m.i.n.d-

blOgger lOng time nO blOgginG sinCe heR lASt blOgged entRy in heR blOg..

its hARd to eXplAin the thinGs thAt happeneD reCently (jinG whO hAd again unfOrtunAtely beinG drAgged to be mY listeneR shud knOw, well.. fRet nOt, i'll 'spRead' the belAted news.. whEn i reAlise whERe to stARt nArratinG.)

wOrk as usUAl- alWays in a dAze.. dRifting off. the miSsion imPossiBLe tARget of sCAnning 4000 pAges a dAy is dRiVing me inSAne, esp iF kiAn yeOw weRe to reSiGn, leAving pOor me anD eMily tO remOve the hOrridOus, teRRible, diAsastRous stAple bullets. iTs rEAlly sCAry i can aSsUre u! at the enD of eAch dAy, the clEAning lAdy wOuld cOme and vAcuuM the flOor, cAusing awkWardness fOr me anD emiLy cOz we mAde the fLoor fUll of lil 'tRaps' (the stAples) and the 'sliEnt pRotest' by the cLEAning laDy. thOugh she didnT sAy muCh, i fEel prEtty bAd for the eXtRA wOrk loAd cAuse by me. =( thinGs aRent lOoking gOod fOr the dAta-entRy side tOo, sEems like theY're hAving loTs of pRoblems, wAni kept cAlling fOr eDWArd evERy 10-20 minS and the pOorie eDwArd hafta shOut 'yes?' aNd rUn to wAni. even dEnnis siGhed 'edwArd so suAy ahz!' uh-Oh~ seems liKe jinG sOrt of 'hAi' eDwaRd for pAssing the bAthon to hIm.. well, i gUess he's the oNLy pOtentiAl and pRomisinG onez theRez. hahAz

my life is a bIGGg mess nOw. theRe's nO diRections or anY sinGle indiCAtions wAd i shud dO neXt - like a sOtong lOst in a bIg sEa, flOating aRd. i'll betteR get oUt of thIs befORe anOther dePREssion attAck stRikes..

_hOMe alONe_

sICKy siCky so i sTAyed at hOme insteAd of gOIng wORk. yesteRDAy its a tOUGh battle tO hAng on till 6 mAnz!

mY thROAt wAs infLAmmed and my nOSe 'rUns' and 'bLOCk' subsequentlY, and then thE siCky feelinG tAt cAuse u tO smell thinGs diffeRently. (cAn sAy in A vERy bAd shAPe.)

ntH to dO aT hOme.. juS 'nUAh' (wondERs hOw ppl sURvive thRu hols withOUt wORking. or izzit theIR wAy of nUah is diffErent? need tO leARn frm theM.. ha)

its A rAiny dAy tOday, i'M all cOld and hUNgRy, me jUst abt tO gO dOwn to bUY sth (thoUGh cAnt find umbrellA), theRe's this suPEr niCe porridge oUtside my dOor. the fEeling is like 'wAOz!! heAven is trEating me sO gooD!!' thAnks thnkz jj =)

i'm sORt of cRazy over eAting 'yu piAn mi fen' tOday.. mAybe thAts what i'll be hAving fOr dinner.

'AR-chOoooO!' hoPes this gets ovER sOon..

a sURpirse attAck leAding tO chARActer disCOvery

lAst nigHt jAy aSked me alONg tO bUy preSent fOR cAlvin b'dAyz. cOz nO wORk on sUndAy, i tOt there's nO hArm tAgging aloNg, jOining the fUn. he's gOnna sCare him with a.. suRpRise..~

whEn i mEt up with jAy, he sAid he neArly cOuldnt reCogniSed me at the fIRSt siGht-- whICh is, i shAll interpRete as he's implYing i'm fAT!! then he poINted to his fAce and sAy he'd gRown fAtter hOrizontally on hiS fAce too. -_-" the lAmer. he kePt sAying i'm pReGnant beCoz of the bIGger size 'convERSe' shiRt thAt i wORe and cOz i'm tRuely fatteR. li piNG hAs cHAnged quIte alOt too - reBonded hAir, mOre cURvy fIGuRe, chIo-eR, and perhAps thinnEr..

loNg time nO seen sO i dUnno wAd to tAlk to 'em. fOr jAy at leAst can jOke aRd but infRont of li pinG i dIAm diamZ liAoz. it's liKe i dOnt usuAlly hAng out with thEmz, nOt muCh of a cOmmon tOPIc. 1st timE i fElt myselF cAn be sOoooOo qUiet. *tinGz! angeliC 0=). thEy kept aSking me tO tAlk eSp jAy who'd bEen tRying hArd to entERtain the bOth of us aT the sAme time.. welL.. bUt sOmehOw i juSt fEel kinDA odd thERe? like A fiSh in a zOo (fiSh beloNgs to the undErwAter wORld btw). sO i juSt fLAshed them my tOoty smiLe. thOSe usuAl 'i-lOok-sTRange' eXprEssion i alWAys gAve. jeez, u gUys shuD knOw.. aRe u haVing a clOudy diAloUge thinGy with me in thAt exprEssion? hAhaz

we gOt a cAke (chRistmAs lOg cAKe) fRm bREadtAlk, a bURger fRom mOsbURger, cheeZels fRm nTUc, and a stYlo 'dOGGie' cHain (tO clip on jEAns thAt kind) fOr cAl. i oNly hAve 5 bUCks with me and thAts fOr my tmL lUNCh de. hAhAz, reAl pAthetiC! bUt i thiNk thAt it's mORe appRopriCate if i cOntribUte to the pREsent instEAd.. *tO aVoid niGhtmAres at niGht and gUilt in the mORning. =)

mY diSCovERy (i wOnt sAy gOod or bAd, let u gUys juDge uRself =P)

..jAy : wAd to bUy fOr cAlvin aRh?
liNG (jokinGLy) : jAy, ur fRiend lEhz~
li piNg (seriOUS, pissEd off) : like he'S nOT ur fRiend liddAt
fRAnkly spEAking i wAs kinda offendEd bY thAt. it's mEAnt to be a jOke but seEms liKe i'm bEing lAbelled aS a 'bAddie' in thiS caSe. =/

li pinG : heY i wAnt the 'shiU shiu sHiu' ringTonE!
jAy: if u wAnt this ringtOne then infRA to uR phOne lohz.
li pinG : bUt dOn waNt lAhz, uRs nOt niCe onez.
then me and jAy wAs like lOokinG at eAch other with thAt 'i-lOok-stRange' expRession agAin

li pinG : whO is cAlvin girlfRiend ah? i cAnt be keep cAlling her 'cAl girlfriend rIGht'?
jAy : its 'Ai li'
li pinG (aGitaTEd): u meAn thAt 'ai li'??
jAy : yA that onE lOhz
li piNg (shOCked) : hAiyO! whY heR? i nevEr evEr eXpect it's hER!
whEn did thEy get tOgetheR onez?
hOw did thEy get togethEr onE?
whO jiO whO 1st?
i rEally didnt exPect its heR lehz!
theSe quEstions weRe repEAted wheneVer theRe's a momEnt of silEnCe amOng us. (me almOst bUAy-ta-hAn =P)
then i mSged jAy (i knOw its lAme) 'eRr.. i thiNk li pinG is jealOus' and he tot i refErring to he and li piNG and replieD 'dOn tAlk cOCk la, uR lOr wei jeAlous' i wAs like.. pEngZ.. -______________-"

li pinG : hAiyO, i sCared the cReam melt then the cAke nOt niCe. is this an iCe-cREam cAke? wAnna gO up his hOuse to put the cAKe 1st? rEally nOthing to dO here lehZ (wE weRe wAitinG at cAl dOWnstAirs plAYgRounD), wAnna gO up his hOUse plAy gAmes? would it bE beTtEr if we wAited aT his hOuse then when he oPened the dOOr and we give him tHE sURprise?

jAy: aye, liNg he'll nv gUess thAt u'll be heRe. (wheneVEr i sAy dUnno wAd to wRite fOr gReetings on the cAke bOx, he'll bRing this up. wRite 'nv expect i'll be heRe right?', 'mAy ur wiShes cOme tRue', 'hAppy biRthday' its his sTAndArd auTo-ans)

li pinG : ya lohZ, i alSo didnt eXpect u'll cOme. wHY u cOme Ah? (she aSked me this thRice -_-", fOr that instAnt i reAlly hOpe that i diDnt tUrn up)

we'Re suPPosed tO gO up cAl hOuse bUt i neeDa gO hOme. it's pAst 12, n i neeDa wORk tml.. so i seCREtly told li ping i'll bE leAving 1st, help me tEll jAy. but shE shOuted tO jAy, in the end jAy haftA see uS hOme b4 wAlking home alONe. cAn see the disAppOintment in hER fAce.. +abitAz gUilty. she kEpt sugGEsting tAt we shAre a cAb home and she pAy fOr it, nvm.. (cOz she's hAving a hiGh pAying joBbie nOw. weekend 13.50 an hOUr) bUt sOmehOw i fEel thAt she's tRying tO... fLAunt her weAlth? to me tHat's definAtely nOt her stYle..

alRight thats abt Allz.. glAd thAt jAy is theRe to keep me cOmpany thOugh. (sUpplYing me lAtest updAtes and fUnny stOries of jS*) =)

.:s i m p li City:.

'after so many things.. 'lessons'.. think that i need someone who throughly understand me, be my best friend like jing dat kind, dare to do all malu things together, able to confide.. not merely get together becoz of moment of crush. it wont get u far.. '

-ling

kewlz~ simply hAd a hArd time cHoosing the piCs cOz they'Re almOst peRfect* 

mORe of sYl piCs cOming uP! giRLs~ giVE uR eyes a tReAt! =) (kemm... i reCkon all of ya aRe sYl fAns.. hORz? oeppies n sORrie if offEnded!) 

sYlvesteR siM - tARget confIRming-> ultimAte pURpose of jURong pOInt tRip. 

_i.d.O.l* c.R.A.z.e* m.A.n.i.a _ sylvesteR_* gOINg gA-gA, gila, gela oveR...

sYlvesteR!!!

tOniGht's singAPore idOl peRfORmance is rEAlly phEnomenON!! i cAme rUshing bAck frm wORk to hOme just tO wAtch it. nOT to mentiON abt my lil 'cRying incident' thAt spArks off. hehEz. *mAlu.. tOt i wOnt be abLE to gEt bAck on time anD sCAred syl peRfORmancE.. whOoo..~

mY feElinGs and imPRessiOns of sYl haD been a rOLLer cOAster onEz- gOing uPs and dOWns. uPs in his sPECtaculArs (eSp when he sAng 'aN jiNG' and wAs pRAised by ken liM thAt his dICtion is evEn bettEr than thE oRiginAl singeR jAy chOU!) then cAme its dOWns when the mAgAzineZ, all sORts of rePOrts, mAking hiM abITaz.. ah-bEng, 'flIRTy' i guEss sOCiaBle wOuld be a niCer wOrd fOr thAt? well, SomehOW i relAte this tO itS beCoz he thiNks thAt his cHAnceS of winniNg the titlE is kindA slim oR he dOn intend tO gO fOr wORld idOl but fOR chineSe pOP, sO he rAtheR leavE a bAd impRession fOr otherS? i meAn i dOn reallY belieVE he's thAt kindA perSon.. =/ uPs aGain aftEr listeniNg to his sONgs aiRed tRu the rADiO (eSp 'an jIng' - aGain mentioninG. hAhaz) my imPRessiONs gOes uP again!

i vOted twiCe fOr sYl, aFter he sAng 'an jINg'( - agAinz x2 heh hehz!) i hAd a hiTch fIK will pRobably win the tiTle but in oRder nOT to lemmE hAve anY reGRets in fUtuRe, i vOTed. fOR mY idOl* (he simplY has the X-fActOr!! and yes jiNg, u muSt be thinKing of pOWerpuFf gIRls de chemiCal X and pRofessOr nOW, aRent u?)
dUnnO wHy i fEel thAt he's thAt kindA perSon sO clOSe to uS, likE we'll bUMp to him if we gO jURong pOint *he lives in jURong. Or peRhaps its juS a sLIght ressEmblAnce tO ______ (pURely 100% peRsonaL oPinon. pUke if u wAnt. haz.. =P)

anYwAy i aDmiRe tAufiK's vOCal and i am relieVEd thAt he becAme oUR singApoRe idOl. ehZ, aS singApore idOL he'll be repResentinG singApoRe mAhz, and sYl is leSs lAnguaGe inClined thAn tAufiK sO i thiNk fiK miGht be a bettA chOiCe. sYl sURely will mAke a bREak thRough in the chinEse pOp wORld and i'M rEally lOoking fORward tO thAt! 85% i'll bUy his alBUm! u guYs shud knOW its rEally eARthshAking neWs to hEAr thAt frm me cOz sO fAr i only bRought eNERgY's alBUms.. lOlz~ sYlveSter is a tOTal mAGic! hE's a pOtentiAl lil jAy chOU II~..

sO one dAy we'll jUs gO mEet uP and gO jUrong POint k!? gOsh.. its tOugh beinG my fRiends eSp sistAz when thEy gOt involVed in thINgs they dOn even hAd a clUe abt wAd's gOing on, juSt beINg dRagged blinDly. kekeZ

dEeply in mY heArt.. mY idOl is sYl * fOReveR. =) lUbz luBx
gUess tHAt he'S the lAtest uPDates of mY 'linGy's bIGgest cRush' aPARt fRm jACksON. *gRin*