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孙燕姿 - 听见

风说了什么吗

心不够安静

我爬上山顶

闭上双眼听一听

我听见白云问我

说想不想放弃

一想起那个名字

泪落在我手心

梦已经死了吗

心跳个不停

渴望的灵魂等待下雨

我知道还有爱我相信

我听见未来叫我

去找到我自己

我想起一个身影

他爱过我的心

爱是一封信它会寄来心里

写的人会是谁

要等到哪一天

我的一个梦

有人听见了吗

我一睡就流泪

我听见未来叫我

去找到我自己

我张开我的双耳

听真心的回音

>>reflection<<

*beep beep*.. ard 8 i got my results via my handphone. somehow i had a gut feeling that the msg is the one. how? i dunno... womens' intuition i guess. initially i was quite happy.. until i realised i have no distinctions. --which means i lose to the 'hao lian'. many ppl might think i shud be contented. yes, indeed i am, but not when the tot of losing to her came into my mind. its not that i wanted to be the crown of the class or wad-so-ever but its just that i resent her act and 'hao lian-ness', so i set my goal to defeat her. i failed myself. checking the results online demoralised me further. i dunno how to calculate the stoopid module credit but i had a hitch that i wasnt doing so well. =/

life had been tough for me these days as i wonder everyday how i manage to struggle and stagger through day by day.

whenever i look 呆呆 as i work, my mind is actually full of tots, worries. worrying for today's bus fare, for tml's lunch, capability to reach my target, possibility for errors, what shud i do after i quit.. but this only increases my chances of making more errors.

我很想逃， 很想找某某角落休息。
回到家就忍不住哭， 一直哭。 总觉得自己好累， 背着很重，很重的包袱。几乎就面临了崩溃的状态。
很多事觉得自己知道了， 感受到了，却应‘以大局为重’ 或某些理由不能说。好辛苦唔。 即使我觉得自己受委屈，那种酸酸、很不是滋味的感觉，但我始终告诉自己是自己多心了，要对对方有信心。我想对方也是这样想的吧? 一直想纠正观点， 从另一个角度看东西但就是像海豚湾恋人的哒哒海豚 - 它的眼睛被摘下， 看不到美丽的蝴蝶和彩虹。 我想我快要向命运低头了

[D]`pRessiOn gEts the betteR of me. uRrghh..

gUess thAt i'm hAving depRession thESe feW dAys.. sO if u hApeen to sEe me lOok abit retArded, mOOdy, dUll, plS dOn mistAken thAt i'm anGRy with yA oR waDEver wOr..

hOpe this bUddy will gEt off sOon

mOod-o-metEr
*

the 'mOmmy' retURns - i aM bACkie! cHAlet neWs - liNgy's bOwling seCret!*

mOndAy -
the dAy i pAcked eveRything (that i cOuld gatheRed), gettinG reAdy to set off fOR my 2 n 1/2 dAy, 2 niGHts chaleT. bUt jAmes cOuldnt lemme gO off At 3pm cOZ gOtta rUSh fOr cOmpanY pRoject. hAIyo, that time i rEally vEry de kAn jiONg! o-reaDy tOld my fRenz to meet mE at the enTRAnce at aRd 4 plus. then aS the timE passeS, i swEAt moRe and mORe.. unTIl i gAve my fATal wEapoN - mSg jinG!! hAhaz, it wORks! jAmes (007) tOld me i cAn gO off bUt with thAt tone dAts nOt very hAppy (lil unhAppy), sO i dOn dAre to gO, oNly kept dOing my wOrk while keePing a cLOSe look at the tIme. finAlly at 5, i'm off, rUshing tO pAsAr rIS.
i wAs like wAlking cUm rUnning dAt the pAssengeRs on tRains and pASserbYs kept sTARing at me. nOT fORgOTting to mentiON becOZ of my vOlleybAll dAt i bOught aLONg in my hAnds.
i wAs so 'On' whEn i'm thERe, kindA of entHu, bUt my fRiends theRe are... RAther 'oFf'? perHAps thEy had a loNg dAy there tHAt they lost the enthu-pOwer. we sPEnt ouR 1st niGht in the rOom, plAying cArd gAmes - uNO, pOker. and wAtching tV. plAyed my abit-sPongy volleybAll (don ask me whERes pAtrIck - sponGbob's fRen) with my othEr 2 fRenz.. for abOut 10 mins, seems liKe we hAve nO gOOd playerS theRe sO.. tIRed of keep pICking the bAll. hahAz.
thE hiGh time cOmes when wE wEnt to bOwl aRd 1. bUt tO our disAppointment... the bOWling centRE clOsed liAoz. *penGz, we tOt clOse aT 3, oNly to fOund out thAt it clOses at 1am, and 3am is oNly fOR pubLIC hOls (and maybe weekEnds?)sO zhUn, when wE reAch there and tHinking hOw to gO up, a man appEAred and seems liKe shUtting off the liFt. sO we wenT bAck too ouR rOom tO WAtch tv and gRAdually end ouR dAy by sleePing At 4

tuEsdAy -*
gEtting uP eArly (7am) to get ingRedients fOr the bBQ bUt dRag till 11 plus while wAiting fOR escape to be oPen to pUblic and WAitinG fOr friend to cOme fOr the bBQ-sHopping tRip. aGAin wAtching tV, plAying cArds.. sOunds bitz plAin rights..?
wAhz, sINGsOng really sEll thingS vEry chEap lehz!!! itS a aUNtie-sUre vIsit and beSt-loBang plAce! thEre's thOSe lil shOPs at loYang point whEreby they sEll interestinG sTuff - deliCated eSp to ying - smilEy gLow in dArk (u cAn paSte on the ceiliNG) and pRecious moment cRoss-sTitch (to mAke inTO a mini pouCh) fOr only $2!!!
i cArried 3 bOttles of 1.5 sOFt dRinks bAck to chAlet chAsing the buS. *oUChie! nOw gOtta musCle numB and bACkAche =(
bBQ - wEiz, sHer, pEAr shEll the pRAwns, wAsh the poTatOs. peiQi n me sEttle the cHIcken (rEmoVe bone in thIGh and mARinate) weiz and mE cUt the sTingRay and gueSS waD? the fIsh dRop onTo my shOrts x2! yUCkie eeWW~ its sOrt of a 'hands, leGs messy (in chinese) sitUAtion' hAhaz.. bOth of us wHO totAlly 100% haD no eXperienCe in sEtting fiRe aCCompliShed our mission in ouR 1st attemPt! hA~ hAo liAn inFront of the uniFORm gRp membErs. =P
mdm sOH, dR rAj, rOnnie cAme. (in numbEr oRder)
thE chiCken is rEally yum yUm! gIVe 4*/5* tAste like chiCken cHop siAhz
lEArnt to plAy mAhjIong - nv win anY rOunds thOugh. hehEz.
wAtched rEn wO aO yOu lAst episOde.. feelinG sAd fOr ou xuAn nehz.. hOw cOuld xiAo xing shU sAy 'i loVe u' to jamie yEo! uRrghh.. hEArtbRoken
aRd 12 we wEnt bOwling.. i'm sOoooO eXcited! mY 'dI yi cHi'. the mOst newbie amOng my otheR fRenz. hAiz.. 1st bOwl - 5 pOints (yuppie!)
2nd - 5 (wASh the dRain, nO pointS).
3Rd - 5 (wAsh dRain)
4th - 5 (waSh dRain)
6th - 12 (hiT 7 mOre)
7th ... sOrrie cOuldnt rEmember *oppies!
.
.
.
10th - 41 pointS..
finAlly cAtch up my fRiends and gOt 2nd lAst plAce poSition insTEad. suPEr tAi-gOH! hA.. liddAt also happy.
gO bAck fIght fOr using tOilet to bAth. me kinDa mOody and siAnz fOr fightinG sO i jus gO to 'shh shhh', wAsh up and remOve contAct lens. sAd.. wAs hopinG them tO lemme use sinCe i'm working the nExt Day. but wEll... nvm lAhz..


weD ~
wEiz lent mE hEr phOney fOr alArm and it suddenlY cOntinue tO rAng when i'm in the tOilet. so i went oUt to off it. wAking pEar up. thEn when i'm in the toilet aGain gettinG rEady to bAth, it rAng agAin!! gOSh!!! its enErgy ringtOne sOmemoRe! this timE i cAnt gO out le. pRaying haRd someone will hElp me off it. FeelinG so gUilty to wAke ppl up.. mAlu! fORgOt to bRing my tOiletries in sO i 'gop' others to use. *shhHh.. i pAcked my stuff anD sEt off fOR wORk. plAnned hOw to get theRe lAst time when i gOt out..
rEally sleepY at wOrk.. pAnda plUs dEAd cORpse. heez... bAsically mOVing like a zOmbie. stUpid Walter cOpy how i Walk! gO hOme wAtch tv, eAt dnnEr and slp liAoz, nO eneRgy go bLogginG, sO heRe's my lil belAted aDvantuRe upDate!
sOrrie peeps.. cHEeRS!

--afk_awAY.fRm.kEYboARd--

sun sHininG hOT and bRight, teletUbbies Come to plAy.
its a mORning. a not-bAd mOndAy mOrning. yeSterDay wORk till veRy tirEd nehz... pAck my mini haVEst pAck fOr chAlet in my sleepY moDe, gUess i'll miss lotS of stUff oUt. dRAts..
mIGht nOT be aBLe to bLOg fRm mON to wED.. itS chALet time! thOUGh i'm nOt rEAlly thAt lOoking fORwARd to it. hA.. =P


miss me n0t!

and i will miSs u gUys.. =_)

slPing dAyz

tOday is thE aNnual slEeping dAyz of linGy.
sLept fOR a lONg, lOng, lonG loNG loNg lonG time. and nOw is stiLl sleePY.. hAhAz.
jiNG sAw js tOday aT pOSB bAnk but i wAs cHARging phoneY aT thAt time iF nOT will be 'cHARginG' dOwn to peek aT hiM insTEAd. ohhZ i missed it aGAin. tHAt stooPid jAy never sliP a cHAnce of sUAning me, he sAId, 'u 2 nO faTE la.' 'why u chASe him?' 'cHAse me lahz' and guEss wAd i repliEd? 'he's like pOp stAr. i chAse u, u'll rUn isnt it?' as usual - lAMe.
he sAId he'll sEnd and cOmpose a sONg fOR me on mY bIRthDAy as prEssie. sO noW i wrITe heRe in bLAck and whitE, its dAted toDay (tO jAY: dOn tRy to denY!)
jAy send me a sONg whiCh he sAid he sAng it himsElf - xing kONg. nOt fOrgetting tO mentiOn that its a fAvorite pieCE by js. aCtually i find it nOt bAd, he haS the pOtentiAl. he cAn plAy the instRument while he sING?? dAts incrediblE! peRhaPs when he's fAmOus (jAy chOu pARt / nO II) i cAn sell the cLIp fOr quite a sUM of mOney. afterAll its his 'chU nU zUo' (1st pieCe musIC) lolZ~
i'm plAnning and sTArt thinkiNG abt chRistmaS and mY bIrthDAy liAoz. wORking haRd so wOnt be bAnkrUpt on my biRthdAy. hOpefully cAn get enOugh moneY fOR chaLEt and suChs.. gOnna mAke it 'biGGer' thAn usuAl cOz its gOnna be my 18th bIRThdAy! onCe in a lifEtime..~
geRs, rememBEr my prEssie! dON spEnd all ur mOney bY deC. sAve at leAst.. 5 buCks? wE gO kOpitum eAt dinneR. hAhAz. opEn tO all suGGestions, wE brAinstORm and vOTe. bUt this vOting dOn neeDA money like the one on singaPOre iDOl.. =x
i'm alWays the one smAshing cAke, cOming up with stOOpid idEas to pRAnk on my pOly fRenz On thEIr birThDay, gEoky hAd alrEAdy been wAnting to get heR revEnge bAck. she swORe to plAy bAck. bUt i thiNk moSt prObably they'll fORget abt it. heheZ
ooohHz.. lOoking fORWard to thAt

**P.S: liNGy's bIGG b'Day dAy - 9/1 nineth of jAnuarY 'yi yue jiU hAo', sUNday 'xinG qi tiAn'
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yAWnz.. dunnO whY tOday vERy suPbERyrEally sleepY. almOst dOze off while sCAnning. hAhaz... hanDS moVe but eyeS clOse then it gets slOwer and slOwer...
aCtuAlly i wannA sAy a bIG bIG tHAnk yOU to jiNG fOR snEAking me intO this joBbie, i knOw its rEAlly tOugh bRinging me in and its almOst eQuivilAnt to a 'shiT-JOb', but u sTill pUll me in. =_)
think abT it, the joBbie kindA more relAx cOmpared to other jOBs cOZ its kindA rOutinize..? well, tO me, it is. itS reLAx bUt tiredOus. eh, u gUys shud get wAd i mean rIGht.. thAt kind of dOn hafta see mAny ppl's fAces but needA wOrk lonGer hoURs with hiGher cOncentRAtion. sO i rEAlly apprECiated wOrking theRe, knOwing the ppl, gAining mORe wOrk exPERiences. thOugh i miGht gRumble whiCh i oftEn do so, i'm stiLl veRy happy tO be abLE to wOrk (toWards my fACe-reCovery fund) and with yA, my buDdy. =)

OK jing, this pARt is SPECially deliCAted to ya:

tHANK yOU!

nevertheless, gOTta sAy thAnk YOu again fOr lenDing me moNEy todAy. sO suAy that i didnt bRing wAllet toDay! and sO siA suAy for hAfta ask fOr jing monEy befORe boARding the buS - cAusing us tO miss onE 100 bus. if sOmeone wEre to invEnt a 'thAnk yOu' and 'sORRie' maChine i wouLd glAdly have a tRial run. it sEems like a eVEryday wOrd that i'll sAy. (does this simply shOws hOw relyinG i'm on othERs? u mAy call me moRning glORy 'qian nUi huA' then. oeps i fORgOt abt my sunflOWer! hA~)
u all rOCkz my lifE! *sunflOWer bloomiNG, bRem bRem*

bIG huGz - adapted frm episode 102 of teletubbies.

sADdie dAy-rie deepAVAli

toDAy can slp lAte laTe, aRd 9 plus thEn gO WOrk.
its anOTher dAy of sCAnning fOr me. beCoz of the cOnfuSion of the poSition of fileS, i sTARted all ovER again, fRm laSt niGht's fileS to ths morNing's, dEleted 600+ dOcument i sCanned. *hEArtAChe. thiNk 007 (jAmes) wAnna me dO sCAnning fOr the rEst of mY liFE. hA... bUt i keeP hAving pRob with cOmputErs. nO fATe, nO chemiStRy, kekEz
the pPl theRe still vERy sCared of me eh? fEel kinDA aWkwARd. ._.? oNly jAmes lAme-d with mE.
mY mOm sOrt of sCold me fOr the mOtoROla thinGy cOz my fRen or the aGent cAlled heR, tElling her to tell me tO tUrn up fOr wOrk the neXt day 9:30am lidDAtz, but beCoz i wOrked OT and when i cAlled bAck hOme no one answERing, me duNNo till tOday she bOught it up. she kinDa angRy tAt i didnt piCk uP her Call, sAying that wHAts the use Of handphonE if i dOnt anSwer. anYWay i alSo blUR, dUnno wAd she tOking abt the moTOloRa thingy and dOn dAre to ask hEr cOz she'S mOody. she wOuld prEfEr me tO wORk mOtoROla coz dOn needA fAce cOm fOr so loNG and wOrk fOr so loNG. i mSged my fRen whO intRo-ed me the joBbie and shE sAid heR aunT told the aGent thAt onlY one of heR fRen cAn be emplOYed. oBviouslY the peRson iSnt me - or iZzit its me thAt she cAlled bUt i misSed? tHat'll rEmAins a mySterY.
wEnt jOGgin with yIng in the eVEning... tO let off mY pRessuRe and of cOz.. sliM dOwn whiCh didnt vERy muCh pAid off. eAt too muChie fOr dinner liAoz.
sYlveSter sAng rEAlly well! i likE his oWn stYle of 'An jinG' aWw~.. dOn his voiCe simPly rESembles dAvid tAo and jAy 2-in-1? *obSessed!
wAtch 'rEn wO aO yOU' and cRied. So mAlu to cRy infRont of my pARents. lUCkily thEy didnt lAugh - at leAst nOt lAugh out louD that lAugh (lolz). it's vERy tOuching nEhz..~ =_( sUch a loNg time didnt cRy liAoz aPARt frm cRying beCoz of lAughing too hArd. hAve i re-aCtivAted my tEAr glAnds? well, pERhAPs...

泪是懦弱的表现
不想让人看见我哭泣，不想让人知道我的懦弱。
只会在一个人时忍不住让我的泪放肆地掉
_想飞

jobBie veR.2

tODay is gOng to be mY 3Rd daY offically wORking aT jiNG's fRiend's fAther's fRiend cOmpany. sO fAr.. nT bAd jUz thAt stRess wOR.. esp when sit beSide tinA and ner-zhA, theY tyPe non-stoP! ._." thEn i kAn jiOng N tyPe one alphAbet bY anOther (thAt is, vEry veRy vEry sLOw.) sO malU! x(
2nd dAy and thAt neR-zha cAll me aUNtie, guEss i'll be olDEr and oldER eAch dAy. humph! aT leASt i cAn sEek my rEVenge heRe - nEr-zHa, ner-zha, neR-zhA, nEr-zhAA!!
sCAnning is qUite fUn, lesSer stRess cOmpAred tO tyPing. see the pAper 'shoo-shOo' gO in then 'shOO sHoo' cOme out. lOlz. mayBe my bRAin aREnt develOp gD naTurAlly fOR cOm stuFF. this mAkes me the leGEndaRy cOm idiOt. if nOt why thEY puBlish the bOok 'ComputEr gUide fOr dummieS' thAt kinDa. fiTs me de lOhz. liAng shEng dinG zOu.
lAst nigHt wAnna bUy contAct lens sOl but all the shOPs clOSed le.oH well, i'll uSe the buffEr sOl 1st. hOpe nOthing bAd will haPpen. *cRossing my fingErs*
reCently mY minD is oNly fOcuSing on wOrk, neGlected jj. i'm sCared- sCAred the fEeling isnt theRe anYmOre. duNno hOw tO sAy... mAybe me wAnna the fReedOm i hAve when i'm sinGle? i'm rAther indeCisive and lOUSy when it cOmes tO hAndlinG rElatIOnshiPs and oFten gOTta let mY siStAs settlE fOr me. kinDA uSEless eh? i'll tRy tO settlE it this time, sO sistAz.. dOn wORrie fOr me k. uR tOts aRe veRy muCh apPreCiated! =P i'll cAll fOR helP (whiCh inclUdes a lisTEning paCkage) when me rEally dOwn. i'll bE sTRong, jus aS i'll tRAined my tEAr glaNDs to be. its as sTRong as iRon nOW. kekEz, cRAppieS.
oePs, gOing wOrk sOon. hOpe to see yA'all sOon.

jobBie ver.1

tOdAy i wEnt interVIew fOR jing's joBbie. wAS vERy sCAred *almost cAnt sLeep lASt niGht. tHink abt hOw the bOss is likE, hOW jiNG's fRenz aRe like eSp tHose shE oftEn mentIoned - eRiC, 'wATer', nEr-zhA...
the wOrk is kinDA tOugh. jus by seeing hOW jing demO i'm aLReady sWEating! how can she poSsibly teAch / gRoom/ rAise up A tOtal cOm dUmmy in jUs a few hOurs or dAys? well, i must sAy she'd dOne a vERy good joB. pAtient, underStanding, angeR-resistAnt. hAhaz, glAd to have a 'shifU' like her. =) *henG ar
its sO preSsurized to wORk next tO eRic. he gOes so fASt! typinG like mAchine gun, 'tAd-tad-taD.. tAd-tad-Tad!' me find hiM a vERy cUte gUy (probAbly eaSy bully de? =Pp) sORt of like he haD this 'mR niCe guy' lOgo stIck on his fORehead, kekez~
'wAter' is likEn his niCk - cOol and cAlm *but he's not tRanspaRent pls! kindA shUAi de wOr.. (as confIRmed by jiNG)
neR-zhA - tYpiCal ah beNg / sHUai ge u cAn find on oRChard rOad, perhAps thats wHy he gOtta slight resemblanCe oR 'aRoma' of js. thE siZe, shApe, attitUde, fEAtuRes *highliGht plus fOcus on the hAir. hOpe he wOnt dO anYthing tO jing beCoz i sAy js mOre shUAi. =x heh hehz~
unsuRe whether mE cAn gO mOtoRola, but dOn really fEel like tO when there's sUch niCe ppl heRe and a bIG reaSourCe fOr diggIng js infOr. 'bU she de' siahz...