Second covid

 Day 4 of second Covid.

10/10, Mon, I’m tested positive for Covid, again. The day after IDEM over the weekend. A bad timing, having to reschedule perio treatment patients who are on antibiotics.

A very costly opportunity cost. It feels like you were leading in an F1 race, yet a boo-boo happened during refueling (fault of others) caused a major loss to you. I have tried to avert the situation by having the ART kits and urging to see doctor, it went deaf ears. It almost feel wrong, like I’m abandoning the SO for my own safety; when rationally it ought to be the case. The person should practice social responsibility for others. 

The stark differences in values, between one who is rigid, responsible vs another who is flex and candid; could hardly be contained. I’m stuck as to how to move on, as a team, when the disparity is so huge. Neither one is going to step down nor step up. This shall lead to many arguments. 

The silence between texts, awkwardness, are signs that the passion is attriting and both of us are worn. Should we reeve things up or braking slowly as we approach this turn in our relationship?