Closure
I had a bottle of apple cider and head straight to bed. I drank fast in bid to knock myself out, but it didn't actually happen until 2 hours later. I cried to bed and freaked cal out.
I got up thrice from my sleep.
I dreamt that LW was marrying a girl, short hair. I didn't know why I'd consent to going to his dinner/lunch, further it was in Malaysia. It was bitter and I was kicking my ass asking why would I subject myself to this. I didn't had any red packet with me so I blatantly gave $200sgd to one of the brothers who went round the tables to collect the red packets. I was trying to avoid him and when we were to see each other, I woke up from the dream.
This is going to be painful. I'm hoping that the hurt will lessen as days go by. It might turn so surreal as though it had not happened, like the dream I had. Yes, no, maybe.