27-05-14' Exams ended

After 3 weeks of grueling, my exams this year have finally concluded. This year's exams have been disappointing, or rather, with respects to my preparation and control of emotions. 

I was so excited thinking, planning the trip in Jul that I couldn't focus too well. Insomnia came after the longest time and you bet, work was one of the contributing factor for the insomnia. I remembered the day before my macro econs paper I only slept at 4am and getting up at 7am. I was gorgy with the aftermath of muscle relaxant I overdosed (in my most desperate attempt to sleep when I saw it's 4am). The psychology paper wasn't spared too, I was too anxious and I had problems sleeping as well. 

It was only night before the Organisation Theory paper that I slept through. And yes, the good night sleep and perhaps the fancy and cosy washrooms at MBS made the whole experience good, for the first time. It ended with a bang with fireworks in my head.

I was happily on leave for a few Mondays. Though I wouldn't say mugging all day was enjoyable but it was a mini escape from the Monday blues. Now the thoughts of returning to work weighs heavily on my mind. Back to reality folks. 

24-05-14' The missing of the pocket of my Cherokee pants.

The side pocket from my Cherokee pants went missing after it's disappearance for a week.

I've been wearing my scrubs for over 5 years. The same 2 bottoms and 3 tops that have been with me through all, ups and downs, witnessing my growth and transition through different clinical placements.

I was terribly upset and shocked beyond words. I swung my arms with my usual maneuver to put my phone into my trusty right pocket when I realised that my pocket was gone. Along with the label of Cherokee on the back pocket. It's a clean cut act. No signs of holes or threads except for mild cuffling of the remaining fibers from the Cherokee label. 

Cherokee scrubs were like a family member to me. And having that happened so tragically and unable to find out why and what happened truly disturbed me. My mum dissociate anything with the disappearance of the pocket and I had no evidence or what so ever that could prove against her. I can only conclude that it's the works of aliens-abducting my pants and stole my pocket. The sole comforting statement albeit being highly ridiculous. 

22-05-14' Stop appearing in my dreams

'Sometimes, I hate my dreams because it reminds me of you and your significance. Hitting my raw nerve and making me feeling bitter when I woke up' 

19-05-14' Half way there

I'm on 3 days leave from today to my ESAP paper. The worst thing that could happen is I fall sick before and during the paper. I'm down with mild flu and sore throat now, keeping my fingers crossed that I'll be up and running again by wed. 

I enjoy wearing thick fluffy socks at home to keep my soles warm. I think it does a great job to keep my feet warm. Loving it!

13-05-14' Rudolf the red nose rain-deer

I've got 5 pimples on my nose. One is right on the mid of my nose and I look like an awfully adorable rudolf now. Please go away fast!

Grrr...

03-05-14' Exam stress

Exam stress :(

I realized my temperament is more tamed after exercising. 

Let's keep it that way :)