Impulse to learn french.

I am filled with uncertainty as I serve my last few days at work.

Just as I have enough to vex over my plate, my dad kicked up a ruckus. He has been expecting alot from his children but I don't remember expecting alot from him as a father. It seems like whatever we do were never sufficient to please him. He rattled on, it's useless to raise us up. Not on one or two occasions but as a constant quote when he flared up. This is only a pie from a whole but it's bad enough. I know where my negative genes came from.

From young, we do not have toys good enough to play with, let alone to show off to friends. A big box of legos was what he bought for us. Maybe a remote control toy car for my brother? But that pretty much sums up all.

He doesn't interact with us, or even ask us 'have you learnt your spelling?', 'when are your exams or are they over?'. Hilariously, he can forget how old we are now. He'll accuse us when his things goes missing, like newspapers, or beat the pulp out of my brother when he couldn't find his caliper he misplaced. As a rowdy pair of kids who often jostle with each other, if we were unfortunate and woke him up, we would be whipped badly without a doubt.

I did not travel till I was 15 years old, when I took my first flight to Penang. I had 2 trips to Genting and period. I vowed to see the world by myself, to relish my deprievation since childhood.

I had a make-over for my room by slamming my 1.5 year end bonus. Why? Because he said that everything from the house was from his money. It doesn't take a genius to guess what he'll do next, I'll have the street as my bed and sky as my sheets.

23-05-11' UFOs Toy Story

I found myself in love with the UFOs "Oohhhh~"from Toy Story.

One couldn't miss the distinct similarities between the UFOs and Mike (from MonsterInc):
1. They are green
2. They are monsters with weird number of eyeballs

I like Cookie Monster too.

Unfortunately, it doesn't has green fur. But the trait of funny eyeballs remains untainted.

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Yahoo has denied my access to my mail when I signed in and out a couple of times on multiple desktops. It became compromised and prompted me the security questions I set all the way dated back in 2009. I don't have a single clue what silly answers I provided then and they just keep locking me out. Don't mention about the helpdesk and the troubleshoot team, they merely generates SOP replies and wouldn't analyse a tad bit of information I had given.

I have to set up another account before the ultimate day comes when my account in my iPhone gets locked out as well.

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Aiming for a Taiwan/Hong Kong trip this year. Wouldn't want to break my rendezvous chain with Taiwan since 3 years ago.

Unless, Japan entice me with better offers I couldn't resist.

A holiday. Holly!


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6 more working days and counting down.

Life's boring. Death's a quicker way out.

15-05-11'

Tuesday is Vesak public holiday, hip hip hurray!

That's why I love Singapore for being a multi-national and religion country.

13-05-2011` Pisa in Malaysia?

I dreamt that Malaysia was building Tower of Pisa. The external were built with glass panals. A construction worker was standing on the rim of the glass window and the glass couldn't withstand his weight and gave way, sending him down over a 100 stories high.

Bad predicament.

07-05-11' GE 2011

GE fever. Facebook is flooded with videos of different parties gving speech. The stadium thronged with netizens attending the rally. The traffic can be as bad as delays for 2 hours on the roads.

I don't remember such scenes from previous elections. The most heated one since our independence day, as quoted from our Prime Minister. The younger generation of late boomers after 1975 contributed to 30% of the voters, a new era whom votes does not goes based on loyalty but reality. I can sense my dad's fury towards the constant raise in standard of living, I had to bow to the fact too.

Despite all, we can expect who to reign Singapore. GE is a platform for citizens to vent their frustrations towards the political leaders where there will be no other better chances to.

01-05-2011' Resignation

I have tendered my resignation.

Been having issues with sleep thereafter. Unease, uncertain, disturbed.

At times I woke up at wee hours and struggled real hard only to catch an eye shut for a mere couple of hours before day break.

I wished this had been easier.