28-10-09` Into remission

I've gone into withdrawal mode; remission. Acceptance. My fortress is down, I am beaten flat. To the last breathe I'd take.

Till the sky clears, again, if it would ever happen.

26-10-09` Thank you to those who tagged.

I'm relieved to know my peeps have been reading up my posts. I felt alive.

Thank you.

25-10-09` Out of thoughts

I am dazing off these days. I have been staring into the space quite blankly.

There has been questions on my mind though.

I am out of my wits for the first time.

Nothing hurts more than knowing the truth thats beautifully wrapped with lie. Knowing the truth will start the recovery phrase while trying to find out the truth will get me exhausted and sensitive and yet in the end, the hurt is still there. Lets be honest and work our way out.

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Will be working more shifts. Planning to call out during lunch time to my talking buddies.

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My next orthodontic appointment on wednesday. My next colours would be pink-blue, as suggested by lpq. The alignment has somehow making progress. There is a gap between upper left central and lateral incisors that traps noodles easily. Still, much has to be done to make it perfecto.

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I am tired. Yawn, good night.

20-10-09` Backpacker in Japan.

Insights to Jp trip. An online journal of a backpacker trip. BEAUTIFUL pictures, an absolute site for all travel go-ers.

http://sparklette.net/travel/japan-day-6-sanrio-puroland-takahatafudo/

Don't you just want to go to Jp too?

07-10-09` Johore

Spent my day in Johore.

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What direction is this relationship going? If its not to marriage, why the whole gameplan? Its scary that its has gradually change its course, subtly. I don't think either has an answer.

My value is equivillant to monetary. Its really hurtful to know.

I have given my best. I have done what I possibly could have.

Deepavali in October. I will have 3 days to myself and I have to spend it alone, again.

I deserve better, don't I?

05-10-09` Are you happier under umbrella of govt or?

Employees working for the government are happier than those in the private sector; 58% vs 55% (Data from CNA). Lets do a poll here- do you like to work under the wing of government or private practice? 

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Recent changes in me. Sudden realisation, perhaps.

I like Pure red tea with grass jelly from KOI cafe.

I like Kate Spade.

I like ma-la steamboat.

I like Carlsberg.

Random as it is.

03-10-09` Latern Festival

Latern festival. 2 years ago, I was thrilled. 1 year ago, I was happy.

The sparkles has hiked the PSI to a new high. Hazy.