30-07-08` it'll be aug soon

if u would have noticed, i have been quite active on the net during this timing. well, the business is poor! although i've trying extra extra hard and shortening my lunch. sometimes it dawn to me, 'what the heck when people don't appreciate.' see how it goes from there. i might practically stop my production line? go on a strike? haha!

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i've been thinking of the after life. the mystery of soul after life. how would i feel, where would i go, what would i be? whenever my mind set on this, it shot a distinctive fear.

i guess its becos of the lunar month. i hope august would be over before i knew it.

26-07-08` you are my dream come true

When I was little,

I daydreamed about this sort of person

I would love someday...

I pretended I would find someone out of a fairy tale,

someone wonderful

who wasn't like anyone else in the world...

When I grew up, I stopped

believing in love,

because things never seemed to work out the way

I hope they would...

But then somebody came along

and changed my life

in a way I never thought possible...

I must be luckier than most people,

because my dream really has come true...

I love someone wonderful,

someone who isn't like anyone else

in the world...

I love you.

23-07-08` bro's wedding!

shanghai trip 2

its my second trip to shanghai. i calculated and concluded that i only need SGD250. thats the best thing for going with family members- u'll have a strong financial backup. *grins. and in the end, i only spent SGD50. well, i didn't manage to get into a shopping frenzy. most were spent on gifts and food (as much as i would like to protest, i only bought 2 items for myself!) we had 2 mornings for our 'buy now or regret later' sessions. we appreciated that we were under the hospitality of the in-laws whom schdules were insanely packed by primarily the wedding events.

here's the belated post on my bro's big day! witnessing the ceremony had given me insights of how to plan my own *KEMM! but wait folks, it wouldnt be anytime sooner.





thats the newly-wed couple!

did someone say champange?

parents of the couple were invited to the stage for speech!

snap shot. the lovely-dovey, aww..

30 years down the road and u'll see me cape in red and looking like my mom. didn't they always say 'if u want to visualise how a woman will look like in her late years, look at her mom.'

my mom went beaming with pride, 'these flowers are significant you know!'


me

ME

ME again.

my bro and i. found any similarities? i'll say the big nose and raisin eyes.

shanghai expo in 2010 mascot! its 'haibao', the latest craze by my mom next to Fuwa.

my brother's cock! the champange cock i mean. in case u're wondering, it didn't hit me. it just coincidentally flew and rolled under my chair.

there's ALOT more than words. despite the hipcups along the way, the family bond is strengthened. i saw my dad's eyes glistens when my brother hugged him as a form of appreciation on the stage; my mom smuggling the flowers back although we're risk being held by the customs. i think i grew a better understanding with the word 'FAMILY'.

15-07-08` where is my motivation?

easily restless, pissed, edgy, aggitated.

till the day i raise both hands up and surrender. we shall see when its gonna be.

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see, i'm getting grouchier than ever. probably thats the side effects of aging?

i'm losing my sense of direction. someone lead me please. (and if u're thinking what i'm thinking, no, a street directory won't help)

crap, i'm laughing at myself.

11-07-08` back to s'pore

i'm back and obviously back on track for work. i concluded that i must take a day off after my holidays be it being a day leave or resort to mc. thanks for those whom send their regards upon my return. the trip has been fun with the main focus of my brother, being the groom. yes, as a dutiful sister, i've blocked many people in view by standing in the middle of the hall, keeping my fingers busy on the camera. shall post them up when i can catch a breather.

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work resumes as per normal. i've been trying hard to ta-han all the whiny spoilt brats from the well-to-dos who never seem be bitten by an ant or to know the importance of 10 cents. yeps, i'm still TRYING HARD. for this i realised i am or will be posing a devil in my child's innocents as i vowed not to raise a child to be as pampered as a princess. u would believe me if u see how i deal with the 'holy almighties'.

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i had diarrhea, 3 times today. they caused quite a rumble in my tummy that i thought my stomach is falling. while playing with the idea of seeing a doctor at the polyclinic, my wits group member shared with me the remedy of curing diarrhea with.. coke. haha, thats no joke. the method was proposed by her husband. she was reluctant to try but under the circumstance of no available medical aid, she gave it a shot. the magical can of coke did wonders. i only knew coke can be used to wash the toilet bowl, but now it has an additional function. LOL.

alright, i know u are keen to know the impacts so here's my say, as a genine pig, i think it did helped to stall the effects. the cramps were still there but the poo-ing motion stopped, ehs, until the night? so the bottom line is, to seek medical help after u tried with coke.

but, its only for a reference as i did not possess a doctor's license (or else i'm rich now).

03-07-08` away for shanghai from 04-07-08 to 07-07-08.

04-07-08 to 07-07-08 out of town to shanghai for my bro's wedding.

i have less than 12 hours to pack my things. my luggage is still empty.

i came to realise how unprepared i am only 5 minutes ago.

i gotta admit that we have been busy these days with our new tasks. we are worn out at the end of the day, hit the sack and fall into deep slumber by the count of 60 seconds.

this shall be the 3rd time for not seeing each other daily in our 10 months. the first time was becos of work, second was due to his IPPT. yucky or mushy or crappy it may be, but this is how we're interlinked- closely revolve around one another.

gosh, i'm losing another tear.

shall stop here. till then folks!