30-06-08` end of the world?

how do u picture the world coming to an end?

i dreamt of asteriods, aliens invading the earth. it may sounds like a muse in the past but definately not now with all the natural disasters ripping up.

it drawn to me how mammals as huge and powerful as dinosaurs came to an extinction. will human race be wipped out of the surface? the answer beholds in the future.

i remembered telling miao in sec one that i wish that the world could come to an end.

my mentality is reversed. i want to live for as long as i can. for the people on the earth, for my akins, for the memories we have. and most importantly, i don't want to be forgotten.

27-06-08` PDL

advanced theory is over, PDL next. i haven't apply. don't ask me why becos i will give u all kinds of lame excuses like the 'box office' is closed when i went there for my advanced. i can do it when i went there for my trial test but.. whats holding me back is probably phobia in getting the driver seat, start learning something new and risk being scolded.

yups, i guess this is it. it'll get me some time before i get my gears moving.

hopefully all well goes well before ssdc relocate to woodlands in APR 2009.

27-06-08` advanced theory

will be having advanced theory later. this feeling of unprepareness is somewhat similiar to my previous defeat.

i almost lost myself. when there is a series of unfortunate events, what u can do is to reward yourself with a well deserved rest.

i don't think i can concentrate. there are too many thoughts in my mind. plagued.

way to self-destruction?

22-06-08` unimportant post

this is not important and may not be referring to u. u can skip this post.

i am angry. DO NOT PUT BLAME ON ME WHEN IT IS NOT MY FAULT.

get your facts right before labelling someone.

so much for being a nice person. please, don't rip advantages off because of our ties. or take it for granted that i will always help you. yes, simply because i am not obliged to. i hate such people.

there, i told u not to read. its not important. i just need to LET IT OUT.

22-06-08` charmaine's 21st belated birthday!

celebrated maine's 21st at changing appetite and mind's cafe!

2 couples and a lesbian pair, how does that sounds to you? haha. opps, dragged ying into this. we're not lesbian to begin with but wouldn't it be weird if u don't pronounce yourself as a couple when its like a .. double date? wahaha *running away from maine.

we had a good meal and the desert was on the house by our belated birthday girl. yay!

went to arcade and rejoice the inner kids in us. we took neoprints and we're able to store the pictures into our phone via infra-red equipped in the machine. here it goes!

had our hands on the games. maine and yipeng won as a pair in the versus mode with another player in a car racing game. i was so proud of them! and i didn't know jing is good at balls, or to say, throwing balls! we scored 297 in the basketball throwing. :)

at a twist of fate, we went to the mind's cafe after the gentlemen joined us. we completed the mission impossible of the day - thats to squeeze 8 ppl into a 1.3cc Honda Fit. haha! our faces turned edgy gitters to all smiles when we got off the car! its a moment to remember!

games games and a whole lot of games! didn't managed to snap much pictures. *shrugged. presenting to you our winner of the trivial knowledge game, dumbass!

09-06-08` love?

women are obstinate when it comes to love. being sentimental is the root of all causes. very often even when the fact slap right at her face, she will go believing that the relationship will work. we will program our almighty brain to goes into reformating and tune all the facts into what we want, or rather would like to believe. just like our eyes do not see what we do not believe; our ears do not hear what we do not like (yea, this phrase is familiar).

is the relationship they are in, love? there is no definations and boundaries. as a matter of fact, the variables defers within individuals. affections vs commitments, are they the same?

it is not clear to me still.

women, a prey in the game of love.

17-06-08` missing piece?

i feel a sense of emptiness. incomplete?

where is the missing piece?

12-06-08` i hate BM.

i need a place to vent my grouses.

we managed to find a lot in geylang. its pure luck.

we came back and realised there's a B** saloon car parked infront of us, along a turn of kerb, a double yellow line. fyi, its illegal to park near a kerb turn and an double yellow line. all the lots islandwide are carefully drawn by our traffic personals for a reason - to minimise accidents from happening. so if u are seriously going to go against the law of nature, u must be prepared to either, get a fine ticket or have your vehicle bumped, scratched in whichever way possible.

as expected, we 'touched' the B** vehicle as we move out. as the impact is minimum, we did not realised any friction or sound, until a man knock his knuckles on our boot.

hey, tell me about this. u were there all along and witnessing a car moving off and probably will danger your precious automobile yet u stand there and WATCHED? and more hilariously, kicking a big fuss AFTER that.

i argued my reasons out but he rebut with his own senses that he's waiting for someone. the images came to my mind as some scantity dressed women enter his sedan car. please, re-take your basic theory. or shall i revise with you - double yellow lines = NO PARKING OR STOPPING TO ALIGHT PASSENAGERS AT THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WHERE THE LINES ARE DRAWN AT ALL TIMES.

and if u aren't a gracious wealthy man who is unable to take the blow of having a few white lines to your luxury car, then keep your treasure at home. i bet its better off collecting dust than being scarred as u use it to roam the streets.

all in all, i reckon it is nevertheless our negligence for causing damage to your vehicle but we are not totally at fault. i don't think we should bare 100% of the responsibility. i hate taking the wretch for something i am not responsible for in the first place. its the first time in many years i flared up and practically growled at someone. fierce, really. i think i've depreciated my image in bian.

injustice. my id tells me to use my keys and scratch the next B** car in sight.

yes, i have a terribly low EQ. but how would u have reacted if you see yourself or your partner suffers the injustice?

10-06-08` on leave from 11 june to 13 june!

yay! will be on 3 days leave from 11-06-08 till 13-06-08!

finally a break after working for 2 1/2 weeks. almost driven bonkers.

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nothing but being a lazy bum to laze around. though its highly possible that i'll get super bored and start calling my colleagues up.

shall leave the emo stuff till the next time.

adios!

ON VACATION at home