28-02-08` my will

i arent aware that i will be missing D&D during my bintan trip. i sort of forgotten everything else, fuji 7 training, D&D thats held in that period.

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tsunami alert now on. before i set off for the trip, i shall write a will with my last words to the people close to me. it sounds eerie but i guess its inevitable, cos nothing is for sure u know..

it will be destroyed if i am safe or dismiss to the crowd if i am gone. so if u are keen to know my heartfelt words, u can pray for the worst for me. LOL! craps!

24-02-08`

blahs~

work work working. :(

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29th feb, 6 months anniversary.

23-02-08` DT day

celebrated DT day at furama hotel today.

ms tan huai huai is our ms DT 2008! she certainly did the nyps proud by dancing with the CEO. yupps, that kind of sizzling hot dance in clubbing making our well honoured CEO blushed.

crossword puzzles, beauty pageant, guessing songs, lucky draws (tonnes of it) - these were the activities of today.

our table got prize for the crossword; 4/8 of us got the lucky draw.

my number 147 (the same bus number i take to my clinic) was announced right after my call with bian. he brought me luck :)

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last wed i mc because of 'diarrhea' and this morning i am having diarrhea. though its good to have the medicine standby, i rather not needing it later. retribution.

i feel bloated most of the time. unable to enjoy food as much now. i have been drowning myself with yakult to improve my digestion.

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a beetle bug flew in last night and i trapped it inside a plastic container. maybe i have a fetish for trapping insects which flies to my room. trespassing a private property is a crime and it shall be sentenced to a false imprisonment.

beetles can knock everywhere and that includes any parts your body. or they can fell onto your body after the headcrash. grrs..

17-02-08`

2 days after putting the flowers to 'sleep' (in my fridge), it blooms! to the max of its beauty right on the valentines day.





preeeeetty!

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grrs, the monday blues is getting right inside my bone.

i hate going to work. it never happens during my schooling days. i have never fake an mc throughout my poly days.

i was planning when to fake mc day by day and week by week, and really took a day off every month.

what is happening to me?

it is subconsciously and also consciously surfacing how much i hate my job.

scary as it seems but yes, i do.

15-02-08` total defence day

total defence day. the school made the day special for the kids. market bazzare, black market.

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so it isn't as perfect as i imagine it to be. it has flaws. it showed my flaws.

i hate myself.

why am i who i am.

*pissed.

12-02-08` valentines

things went pretty wrong these days.

u can refer them as 'screwups'.

my clinic aircon is down, again. after multiple servicing and repairs, its down. grrs. hate working, no, slogging and struggling with the brats (and in sweaty gloves which glues superbly to your hands).

please pardon my grouses. because u bet to hear more in 'live' version.

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valentines.

alright, before u paint a perfect picture in your mind of how romantic this is, u ought to hear me out.

i wanted to get him a couple ring, on the sly of course but he beat me to it by openly asking me to get a pair.

we passed by a few flower shops in bedok wet market and i eyed hard on the flowers. i intent to get one stalk only (being auntie yet yearning to be romantic) but he insisted to get 3 so it turned into a bouquet.

silly, but i still love the way we are. :)

happy valentines bian!

07-02-08` cny 08

first day of the lunar new year. a great time for a bear to hibernate. defination of hibernation = eat, watch tv, sleep and the cycle continues. this is the season of good food, nice tv programs as well as sufficient time to sleep your head off, thus creating the cycle of doom.

glad that i have been paying for my sleep debt but the interest arent cheap. my body clock is severely altered becos of sleeping at the weird hours. (like i usually drop dead onto bed by 12 but i cant fall into the arms of slumber though its now 1am and i'm physically drained. i am yawning at a rate of x2/min.)

on the eve, dinner from 2 hosts, this eventually led to the traditional temple praying at chinatown. a new experience gained.

taking the advantage of public hols (for today and tml), we went for a late night movie. finally not to worry about becoming pandas or getting lethargic at work the next day.