25-09-06` busy

gonna be a busy wk. mates, you all shud know yea. the big event coming up plus the hygiene clinics lined ahead.

shall work out a 'to-do-list 2006'. all the 'thou shud do' things by the end of this year.

omg, i start reminsicing my rebonded hair. oh-no, bad sign!

21-09-06` little things

what have you done and what have you not done?

being occupied means living your life to the fullest. its time to take charge of my life. learn something or be busy. bleahs!

14-09-06` getting old

fyp left. 2 wks to grand presentation.

'feel that life is hopeless? you might be suffering from depression' 1800-223-1313

indicators to tell that u're stress and aged:

• u left your wallet in your cabinet and only realise it when u're at the train station all ready to tap your ez-link card. have to call your supervisors and hold them up just to get that square pouch containing your most important documents.

• u woke up in the morning, saw from the reflections of the mirror 2 strands of shiny 'sliver' amidst of the browns. and have to pluck 2 of them at one go, in a single morning. this coincidental chance of spotting the 2 'sliver' strands simply means 'THERE'S MORE' (just that i missed them out!)

04-09-06`

aint feeling good for anything. reminds me of the "feel that life is hopeless" poster found in the lift, lobbies of that 'familiar place'.

life boulders coupled with major life events are sufficent to topple me. walking ard in a daze, staring into spaces.

vandalism of books and blahs is what i like to do. doodling the pages with my favorite distinct black ink. reflection of an adolescent's depression.

past, present, future tense.

i am left to fend for myself.